12th October 2008
Sunday
The poor among the rich among the poor.
Why do I feel my shell closing up on me again? Shutting out the pain. No. Rather, shutting in the pain. It is my own struggle, my own journey. No one can ever understand it. No one will ever experience the same fight. To put it in a simpler way, the feeling of life now resembles a long run in waist deep water. The only option is to trudge on against the resistance.
I chose this path. I do not regret that choice.
But stop rubbing in salt at every opportunity. I am so tired of acting resilient when I am actually crawling on my knees, trying for the finishing line.
There's more that I would like to say, but as we all know, life sucks. (Maybe only for me) So you should stop reading about me soliciting pity.
Fuck. I wish I could believe in my own words.
"Accept what you are, but never be contented."
-Han Yong
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