People come and people go. Whats the big fuss? Its just a matter of time until someone close leaves us. Seniors graduate, but that doesn't mean the end of the friendship right? Graduation just marks a new chapter in a friendship. If the friendship is true, no amount of distance will make a difference. Whats with all the tears and stuff? The only difference would be that in the future, seniors would come back not in Xinmin uniform but in their JC uniforms or home clothes.

Does life really suck that bad? Or am I just pessimistic? Maybe its just being realistic and down to earth. Better than dreaming about things that can't happen.

I feel like crying now. My comp got infected by some trojan stuff, then had to be reformatted. My MP3 collection of 200 over pieces at 1.4 gigs was deleted! And the worst part, I DID NOT MAKE ANY BACKUP COPY!!! Argh... What the hell, I think I'm just not fated to do music serving. haiz.

What the hell. If you want to complain about something, do it in front of me. Don't do it behind my back. Stop being such a coward.

Seriously thinking of resigning from my post. What's the point of being a leader when I can't lead? And there is so much conflict between the leaders. Things will be much better without me around.