Tuesday
24th February 2009
Status quo: SNAFU
My views on trouble still remains the same. Everything will go wrong at the same time, including rehearsals and reports.
Semester 2 has been a nightmare thus far. Excluding the usual PS workload, there is Wind band, Brass band, Trumpet choir, Choir, all spamming rehearsals without an end to it. And the pieces are not exactly 1 + 1 standard. Thank goodness trumpet choir is done, and no more practices have been scheduled for this term. At least that is a fine break to this hectic, crazy schedule that everyone has been living on for the past weeks.
While living on sugar-highs and minimal amount of sleep, it is inevitable that performance goes downhill, and irregularities in mood patterns skyrocket. And as far as I am concerned, I have not been the meekest geek that I should be. Much as I'd hate to admit it, I'm running on a fuck-it-all attitude now. That is something I ought to tackle immediately, given that my other priorities are settled and sent off to where they belong - light years away from my current location.
Concerning the alumni band, I'm not doing much, but having certain people text me, and accuse me of not sending out a reminder of the change in practice schedule, really pisses me off. I have half the mind of throwing all these admin shit to some other people, and just settle for a normal membership, instead of having to play puppet leader in an organisation where people take things for granted.
If you haven't already figured it out by now, I am utterly and thoroughly in a foul mood, and more shit from anyone might just warrant a week's worth of coal face and so much sarcasm you'd wish you could just strangle me then and there.
"That that is left behind will eventually catch up with you."
-Han Yong