****ed up period

3rd January 2008
Thursday

It feels weird to be typing 2008 instead of 2007. Somehow, the new year feels slightly less joyful as it should be.

Maybe I am going through a rough patch here. But it really feels as though there is a tow truck trying to tow my heart away. Should I be feeling this way? I was born inquisitive. And when there is something that I do not understand, I get pretty emo. Well, that explains the angsty mood of this post.

My mind is in shambles now. First day back at school, and I received a failing grade on my common test paper. Second day back at school, and I feel totally empty and simply skipped the lecture. How will my third day be?

Today I have been talking to friends that I have not been talking to for a few months now. Mostly the chatter is to find out what is happening in NP band. Seems like there is trouble brewing in the committee and among the year 3s. Not that I like them all that much. I am pretty anal about year 3s who thinks that they're the only one that matters. As for the rest, I pretty much don't give a cat's balls about what they think.

A little more transparency to let everyone see the shady stuff that is going on above the band please?

Within this fuckedup-emo-gay-shitass period, I cannot help but whine on my blog. This feels like a drug overdose although I have never tried drugs before.

My phone fucked up. And now I am stuck with a really basic phone with no MP3 or bluetooth functions. Not that I care much about technology. But it sucks to be struck with a situation where you have no other alternatives than to pick up any phone available and use it. I have a feeling that this phone will be my only phone for a long time.

I hope tomorrow's dinner will cheer me up. Cafe Cartel, it's all up to you now.