28th January 2007

Another day burnt. Despite the wind, the weather was still warm. But at least it wasn't wet. The day was spent watching animes and thinking about life in general. Quite a boring way to kill time, but it has become a daily routine whenever I'm at home.

School is ending soon. But not before the semester exams come. I can say that I am totally unprepared for this hurdle. But still, I cannot find the discipline to start mugging. Thermofluids look so complicated to me. And maths? I can't understand what is laplace transform all about. Not to mention Aerospace Materials and Processes. What's with polymers and ceramics and all those curves. I am so screwed.

I feel pretty depressed today. Maybe it's because I have identified my fear. And also realise that my fear is pretty much of what is going on right now. Maybe all these will pass soon.

Maybe.
All I can do now is to carry on searching.