These few days very tired. Not just tired tired, its like I'm left without any energy. No mood to do any other things. Totally exhausted. My throat is getting better as time passes. Tomorrow will be the release of the committee list. Don't know what to expect. Guess I won't be in. I can't talk, I can't lead, I can't teach. What else? I can't do anything. Just want to escape from everything. A world with no troubles. A world with no worries. A fantasy world. But I know that this will not happen. No such place exists. What else can I do now? Everyday has the same routine for me. School, band, tuition, homework and revision. There just isn't enough time for rest.

"HAIZ"