Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long, long journey
And I need to be close to you

I've been feeling the blues lately. Maybe I'm just overly sensitive. Yiru, maybe it was a bad thing to let me in on some stuff. I'm overly observant now. Maybe this shouldn't have existed in the first place. Maybe...

It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

I'm being torn apart from inside. Love, hatred, jealousy, fury, hopelessness, frustration. It feels terrible. Help me.

Sometimes, the window just looks so tempting. It's just so easy. Open the window and just step out. Everything would be over in a flash. Especially now. When I'm being tormented both physically and mentally.
How I wish it would end soon.

I feel unwanted. If you guys don't want me around, just tell me. I feel so extra. I'm just sticking out like a sore thumb. Maybe I don't belong to the clique. Maybe I should just revert back to being an individual out of individuals.

Something my friend said.. How true is it?

[smile] -who has 7th suite by alfred reed?- says:
haha but being a leader really isnt easy la..
[smile] -who has 7th suite by alfred reed?- says:
when u're good ppl dun rmb u, when u're bad, ppl nv bother to understand ur plight and they just know how to point fingers

I'm disappointed. Nothing else to say.