So it boils down to this... Change or give up...

Why is it like this? Becaus people are AFRAID of making mistakes. Even if you make mistakes, what will happen? Will you lose anything? No. The true way of learning is by making mistakes. The bigger the mistake, the better. Every mistake made is a lesson taught.

PEOPLE!!!! MAKE MORE MISTAKES!!!!
THis way, you can learn MORE effectively. Do NOT be brainwashed by the education system... It is teaching you to FEAR making mistakes. And that is NOT what we want.

Learn to do things without the conductor ASKING you to do it!!! this is called INITIATIVE!!!
Many people know what is initiative but they don't take the initiative to do things.

Be willing to SACRIFICE a little for the good of an organisation!!
Being in the band is not about YOU. It is about being a TEAM. And being in a team, you must be prepared to give up somethings for the BENEFIT of the team.

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Ok. Its been ages sinced I last blogged.

The school term is over ( FinALlY!!!) and holidays are here. I have been doing some self improvement over this period of time and all this is sparked off by the Super Teens motivational workshop! LOlx!!!! OK... back to topic.. My results are average... ~>_<~ Not too good not very bad.. you get the picture.. hahaZ!!!!!

NCO '04 POP was nice but I pity the DMs and BMs of this year.. LOLX they get lesser time to TAN than our batch ( NCO '03 ) haha and less time to interact with each other..

Been busy busy busy these days, rushing out the camp booklet, training basic foundations, training air and stuff.. Next month will be same too.. then its gonna be hectic lifestyle for the rest of next year..

Philyouth will be my target for next year and I'm working hard towards it.. Hope I can get in..

SPI forums is becoming my cyber hangout already lolx!! I'm an active member of SPI and will continue to be.. But to the extent of trying to be part of the Elites? We shall see about that..

Well, hope I'll be blogging again soon..

Woohoo! Got back my practical results today.. I got 126~! 4 marks short of distinction.. But nevermind.. I'm glad that i passed with a merit!!

A great load lifted off my shoulders. Finally Chinese exams are over! Yay! And I actually gave myself one day off! (actually its not a big deal considering the fact that i give myself 1/4 day offs almost everyday) Went to catch the New Police Story with JunLiang today. After that I rushed back for A Maths tuition. Then I start flapping. Less than a week to Science(Chemistry) Exams and I STILL don't know how to do my chemistry! And A Maths was horrendous. Really don't know how am I gonna survive this EOY exams. HAIZ...

The practicals has passed for about 2 weeks already. Which means I'm gonna receive the results soon! Argh. How will fare for it? Really hope I can do well. Better not to think so much about it.

I guess its time to stop wallowing in self pity and seriously consider how I can change. A few things I need to do.

1. Change the way I do things.
   
2. Change my attitude towards life
3. Plan ahead for the band.
   
4. Plan ahead for my future.
   
5. Work towards my goals
   

At present its just these. There'll be more in times to come.

Lots of stuff have been happening these few days. Its mostly band stuff that's getting to me. A whole bunch of people are threatening to quit if changes are not implemented.

Why is this happening? Is it really because band sucks? I don't think so. It is because people are unhappy with each other. Maybe a tinge of jealousy. But this is all because of relations between people. And a big problem of communication.

How can we stop this from happening? It all boils down to understanding of each other. What do I mean by understanding? Its not just what some people like, what some people dislike. Understanding is putting oneself into the other person's shoe and feeling the problems that the person faces, the pressure he/she is under, the jobs he/she got to do. And its not just the leaders who needs to be understood. Leaders also need to understand their members to know who they are leading and how to lead them.