Emotional peaks and dips - Do they really matter?

12th May 2008
Monday
Emotional peaks and dips - Do they really matter?

Oh crap. It already is May of 2008! The last time I remembered checking the date, the year was still 2007. And I was still feeling awkward about writing 2007 instead of 2006. This reminds me that time does not wait for anyone. Anyone. Well, maybe until someone manages to find a way to control time. But that is never going to happen. Since we don't have any visitors from the future coming up to us and telling us that they are from Earth in the year 20515.

Anyway, I was looking at MSN contacts, and I noticed my cousin's display name. "Best friends never exist, it was just a mere illusion." And this. "Reduced to a point whereby even if I'm gone , no one would realise."

Sounds like me from a couple of years back? Well, now with the benefit of hindsight, I can laugh at myself for how silly it all sounds. It is a stage in growing up I guess. Where everything seems so uncertain and everyone is doubting their bonds with society.

But too much negative emotions will undoubtedly lead to a breakdown at some point or other. And will definitely affect one's social life and working capabilities. What else can I do other than leave him to his own means to overcome this period by himself. That's the only way you can get out from the abyssal of depression with a regained self confidence. That is if you leave out professional help.

But still, looking at someone so similar to you is ironic. Especially if it amuses you to the extent of blogging an entry on it. Talk about irony.


Some random guy which I knew ages ago from the 29th Band NCO camp suddenly started talking to me because of a girl in my display picture. What the fuck? Any idiot would know that "Han Yong" is a guys name, and would have no relation whatsoever with the girl in the display picture. If there is, then the girl must be closely related to that guy.

And with that having said, which idiot would ask the guy

"why u always put this chio bu picture for msn display pict?"

And even going to the extent of saying

"i see already remind me that i'm lonely."

Hello? Are you gay or are you seriously horny and desperate enough to try and hit on a girl through a guy you do not even know personally? Even gay friends that I have don't do such retarded stuff like what you are doing. Go stare at cartoon characters and wank off if you are that horny. And stop telling me that you are lonely. Because you know what? I don't give a rats ass about it. And I doubt anyone will too.

Life is getting so weird. Especially with weird people like this one, with a seriously geeky picture for a display picture. With that aside, I think I ought to be doing something more constructive rather than bitching about some Gaylord with a capital 'G' from MSN.

"Peaks and dips are part of the life experience"
-Han Yong