Saturday, March 08, 2008

Out of the blue

8th March 2008
Saturday
Out of the blue

All of a sudden, my blogging frenzy returned. After countless days of having nothing to blog about, I suddenly have a few posts within a week.

My practice schedule has been pretty chaotic recently. Because of hours of choir practices and unholy bedtimes, I'm pretty much slacking off on my practices. I should be putting in more hours of work from now on. The results are showing now that I have quite consistent practices (minus one or two days off occasionally). And I am pretty much satisfied with where I am now.

I've been flipping through old posts and I realised that my blogging style has changed again. No more narratives. No more philosophical posts. No more rantings. Instead, it's all about looking back at the past now. That isn't good, although a little reflection every now and then does help a bit. I'll try to get rid of the new habits and revert to my old style, though here is another angsty and confused post.


My classmates are getting back their A' levels results. And here I am about to start year 1. My peers are about to graduate with a diploma in about a year's time. And the nearest diploma in sight is 3 years away. Am I on the right track?

I think my time will be better spent on moving forward rather than thinking about this question which has plagued me for more than a year. The amount of 'if only' questions I have asked myself can easily make up a full report by itself.

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