7th August 2007
Tuesday

Another day away from school. I am seriously losing the will to carry on studying. Despite what others might say about me giving up halfway, being an good-for-nothing imbecile, or whatever. Nobody really understands.

5th of August marked the my 18th concert. Philharmonic Youth Winds under the baton of Mr David Anthony Glosz. I guess the entire concert was quite screwed up (not to mention my failed solos). What a way to kickstart the new Philharmonic Youth Winds. Somehow, the usual post concert blues failed to get me this time round. Due to the poor performance? Possibly.

Anyway, I will be stopping band practices now. Main focus will be on studies(?) and individual practice. I have to start from the fundamentals again.