So, it has come to this. Flipping coins to decide my future. Dying slowly without anyone even knowing about it.
Once again, feeling insignificant and useless.

26th December 2006
Boxing Day

Supposed to go for a 2E3 barbecue today. But I backed out at the last possible moment. Even I am surprised that I did that. Well, I skipped the barbecue to go catch a movie with Hoiting, Chiang Chin, Junsheng, Yiang Shan and Peggy. But some stuff happened along the way and my face was super black until the movie.

I'm so sorry that I missed the barbecue. I promise to try and make it for the next late night movie if you guys call me. Not that I like to pang seh, but if I went today, I'll just kill the joyous mood.

Today was a happening day. I went to Xinmin with the intention to book the bandroom for alumni practice. But things cocked up and it turned out to be a wasted trip. Mr Chia was in a meeting and OM Lim could not find the booking form. Therefore, OM Lim decided to give me that look and told me to come back tomorrow. What a way to start off the day.

After walking in the rain again, I reached Ang Mo Kio Ave 10 to help my former Chinese tuition teacher to decorate her classroom. It was quite a hassle for me as I was never good at art, I do not have a natural talent for decorating classrooms and I could be shopping at Vivocity instead of being trapped in a room. But since she was my teacher, and I sincerely wanted to help her out, I went ahead and got on with the decoration. Will be going back again tomorrow to finish up. It looks kind of pathetic now, but its the best I can do with my current creativity level. Maybe the things dangling from the ceiling will make it look less pathetic. But then again, maybe not.

Walked in the rain yet again to Cineleisure from Somerset MRT after the decorating. Met up with the gang and then sat around at the food court trying to decide what to do. Turned out that the tickets for the 6pm and 7pm shows were sold out. They took a really long time to decide what to do. And by then, my face was charcoal black. I went to Heerens to shop alone. But the shirts that I wanted to buy were all out of 'L' sizes. So I walked around abit more and then joined back the group. They had finally decided on a 9.50pm show.

Had dinner with the gang at Yoshi's and then did more aimless walking in Cineleisure. By the time the movie started, my mood was more or less back to normal. We watched 'A Night at the Museum'. It was a hilarious show with a simple message behind it. If you caught the show, but still can't identify the message, slap yourself now.

Done? Okay. Let's continue.

The show ended at near midnight. The train service had ended and there were no 'night riders' as it is a weekday. We caught a bus to boon keng and then got on a cab from there. Things got pretty insignificant from there on.

Oh. Something unexpected happened at 1.29am. But I shall not disclose anymore information concerning this issue.

As I was typing in this post, I was at the same time reading my past entries.I came across my 2006 resolutions and realised that they were all unfulfilled. Then, I saw my many posts telling of the 8 years and accomplishing nothing story. I think I can add another year to it already. 9 years and still an underachiever.

Oh man, 'Follow your heart' is playing again. Why does my media player keep asking me to follow my heart and follow my dreams? I think it is a sign. A sign for me to follow my dreams and go to bed. That is all for now. Ciao.