Blinded

Shut up. Just shut up.

What is life?
Walking on and on along a path with no end. A path which all people walk along but with no destinations. All will end sooner or later. And still others will be on their journey. Journey to what? To where? No one knows. No one cares. Just walk .
A race in which all run in. A race with no finishing line. A race till the end. A race without any winners. In other words, a hopeless race. Why run if thats the case? Running for what? For who? No one knows. No one cares. Just run.

Regrets. Regret joining band. Regret touching the trumpet. Regret going to Xinmin. Regret joining band again. Regret knowing some people. Regret not studying hard. Regret wasting so much money on concerts. Regret being so enthusiastic in band. Regret...

So much changes. Power crazy? Abusing authority. Stop it. Backstabbing. Using friends to achieve your hidden goals. Ass. Selfish. Cunning. Sly. Bitch. Immatured. Repulsive. Can't you see the band is falling apart? Sooner or later you will realize that people hates you. And what will you do? Blame it on someone else. Say its their fault that they don't like me. Its what they choose to do. But what made them make that decision? Its your attitude. The attitude that you have developed after tasting power.